¿Por Qué Me Mientes?

Sometimes you need a slap of reality
And I thank life for helping me understand that
There are things that are really hard to change
And today I couldn't get over it no matter how hard I tried

This resignation hurts, with the pain condensed
From all the things I haven't achieved
Tonight I dine on my present and my past
Too heavy to fly and today I feel defeated

You're the thorn I'll always carry inside
You're the rotten source of my talent
From you come the best lines
Because your stench is the best excuse

Today this punk throws in the towel
Sick of taking every hit
But you'll be with me wherever I go
And because of you, I'll be a frustrated man for life

Tired of chasing a lie
You've taken my time, self-esteem, hours of sleep
Too many experiences for one year
And now what do I do with all this pain? Who do I show it to?

Thief in white gloves of hopes
I wanted balance and I've broken the scale
Today a trust crawls on the ground
That won't be restored, not even with a thousand praises

And if one day fame changes my luck
I'll feel like someone faking their death
Because using status to see you
Is the same as paying to have you

But who am I to criticize my purchase?
I always saw you as a ramp
But I don't feel good even when it clears up
If I had to cheat just to get you

You're my shame and not my pride
But I own it and I get lost in your fraud
Because I'm neither pure nor a saint
And I need your deception like air

Tired of facing this current
I no longer have the strength to feel strong
I've never believed I'm enough
She said yes and I replied, why do you lie to me?

Hiding in my pain
I feel invincible
Like a weak soap bubble
So sensitive
Me and this frustration are not two, it's indivisible
It happens to me for not learning the lesson well
That not everything is possible

Hiding in my pain
I feel invincible
Like a weak soap bubble
So sensitive
Me and this frustration are not two, it's indivisible
It happens to me for not learning the lesson well
That not everything is possible

I've never believed I'm enough
She said yes and I replied, why do you lie to me?

Hiding in my pain
I feel invincible
Like a weak soap bubble
So sensitive
Me and this frustration are not two, it's indivisible
It happens to me for not learning the lesson well
That not everything is possible

Hiding in my pain
I feel invincible
Like a weak soap bubble
So sensitive
Me and this frustration are not two, it's indivisible
It happens to me for not learning the lesson well
That not everything is possible