No Existes

At some point we planned
To do all the harm at once
Dictating a challenging sentence
You don't exist
You don't exist
You don't exist
You don't exist

The polaroid on the chair
A shiny appearance trick
Your presence is my nightmare
You don't exist
You don't exist
You don't exist
You don't exist

Like a strange nervous tic
I throw words
Gestures against the wall

All night embalmed
I hit the same faces over and over again
I feared for my imprisoned brain
In a vulgar plot

Maybe I should take revenge
We still have scores to settle
I'll slide my fist down your back
You don't exist
You don't exist
You don't exist
You don't exist

Like a strange nervous tic
I throw words
Gestures against the wall
Wild pulse

Flashes against the wall
You don't exist