Mieux que moi

It's true I lived like I had nothing left to lose
Always making the same mistakes and singing the same old song
Always facing the same fears that I smothered in the night
Please let it rain so I can stay in bed

I lived like I knew it wouldn't last long
I wanted to be old, it's true, but I didn't really picture it
It's strange to think I was probably all wrong
It's hard to say, but in my heart, it's never pretty

Oh my god, tell me what I'm doing here
Too often I ask myself why me
Oh I hope my god you'll forgive me
This world is crazy, my god, but you know better than me

Nothing taught me how to find happiness
I searched my whole life for a bit of peace in the pain
From everything that burned me, all that I had to carry
It's not that simple, you know, but they say it'll be okay

When I think back today, I tell myself it was easy
I just needed to love myself, but it was so damn hard
That I looked for in others what I should've given myself
And since it has to change, this time I won't give up

Oh my god, tell me what I'm doing here
Too often I ask myself why me
Oh I hope my god you'll forgive me
This world is crazy, my god, but you know better than me

Oh my god, tell me what I'm doing here
Too often I ask myself why me
Oh I hope my god you'll forgive me
This world is crazy, my god, but you know better than me

So this is it, this is what it feels like to hurt
I thought I was strong, but now I know
That the dull roar of silence in the end
Creates wounds that never heal

In this room that has heard everything
Days went by and nothing had any taste
We can't explain misunderstandings
We close our eyes and just hold on

Oh my god, tell me what I'm doing here
Too often I ask myself why me
Oh I hope my god you'll forgive me
This world is crazy, my god, but you know better than me
Oh my god, tell me what I'm doing here
Too often I ask myself why me
Oh I hope my god you'll forgive me
This world is crazy, my god, but you know better than me