Ren Zhu

You’re always on my mind. Never leave my thoughts.
Just something feels off. Just without me...forever.

It’s not that I can’t handle it, I’m just too damn proud.
Pretending to be strong, but I’m breaking down inside.
No longer fighting against the tide, I’m just losing my mind.

Tell me why I can’t see you anymore.
Cutting off the signals, how much more can I take?
Give me a break, I’m tired of this pain, don’t want to go back to that place.
Just let me fall into the void.

You shouldn’t be so cold to me, shouldn’t trick me into saying I don’t care.
What can I do? Can’t I just stay?
I need you to understand, I’m just this messed up.

(1) Ren Zhu, for you, I’ve been holding on, my heart’s so fragile.
People don’t get it, they turn away, saying my love’s not real.
With courage, I can love longer, with courage, I can decide to be alone.
In the end, I won’t let you go.

I don’t want to let you go, I don’t want to let you go.
I don’t want to let you go.

How far do you need to go before you’ll take a step back?
Please don’t act like I’m just a joke, it’s too much to bear.
There’s no way to explain how I feel, I’m lost in this for you.

No more trying, time to say goodbye.
To your Shanghai, I’ll carry this burden for a lifetime.
No matter why, I met you, and it was a beautiful future.
You definitely have to leave.

I’ve loved you too much, I’ve waited too long.
I shouldn’t be the one to hold you back.
I need you to understand, I’m just this messed up.

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Can’t you feel my emotions? Can’t you see that without any happiness, I can’t have it all?
My love turns into a lesson.
Let love find a better place to revive (Can have it all).

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