B4D DE NATAL

Haaa Christmas's here, lil bitch
The bell rang and I'm alone
It's the end of the year again and I still don't have someone
I think it's destiny
I asked Santa Claus if he had reciprocal love as a gift
Heart of a fool, mind of a calculator
But without her, I feel empty
What a wonderful time Christmas is
Baby Jesus, gifts are given
But I don't feel okay
I saw a picture of her with someone else
It brought me down
My brothers are all in pairs
I ended up in deep shit
I think I'm going to fly away
Could you pour yourself a glass of rosé wine?
And as an extra, bring me some champagne
I'm already mixing up all this end-of-year pain
I'm going to stock up on supplies
I'm going to ignore bitches
On second thought, I think I'll enjoy spending time with my family so I can be blessed
At midnight I look in the mirror
I can see my reflection
Alone at this supper, feeling the complex
From a world where love seems like an illusion
The desire persists in my heart
B4D beat the Christmas record
Not dealing with expenses
The feast and the expensive gifts
Alongside the unnecessary
I just wanted that bae as a gift
The worst part is that I found out she got back with her ex (then it's really hard to defend her)
And now I don't know what to do
If I spend money on expensive gifts
And the pain of knowing I won't have her anymore really brought me down
What a wretched old man
He did not keep his word
He didn't give me my present, I'm screwed, I can't do anything (nothing)
The bell rang
And alone again
It's the end of the year again and I'm still alone, I guess it's fate
The only single people left are me and my cousin
The kid is only eleven years old
That bitch ruined my plans
When I wanted to go back to that guy (that jerk never even gave you anything)

Yes, here I am again End of the year, alone as always
After all our conversations, I expected at least that you would reciprocate
But here I am again
After you got back with your ex, I'm always thinking

In the eternal Christmas B4D
In the eternal Christmas B4D
In the eternal Christmas B4D
In the eternal Christmas B4D

I'm not going to deal with the expenses
The feast and the expensive gifts
Alongside the unnecessary
I just wanted that bae as a gift
The fucked up thing is that I found out she got back with her ex
I gave you all the money for the month
So you can spend your money at Prada
I even gave you a gift from Zara
You promised me
Because their love was strong and nothing could separate them
On second thought, I think I'm exaggerating a bit
I'm thinking out loud
I'm rethinking my Christmas plans
I ended up being a sucker
I think I forgot the main thing
Having family by your side
I think I don't even want that bae anymore
Apparently, all this drama is finally over

So, of course there's this idea that Christmas is a very joyful time
But for some people it's the opposite