我慢するのに疲れた日も (gaman suru no ni tsukareta himo)

I can't take it anymore
I just can't, can't, can't
I'm not laughing, I'm crying

I've swallowed too much, it's suffocating
Can't find a place to let it out
My voice melted into the night
Bouncing off the walls, falling down
Every time my breath gets shallow
It feels like my chest is gonna crush
I dug my nails into my pocket
While no one even noticed

Pretending to be okay feels like armor
It's heavy, so heavy, I can't stand anymore
I couldn't say 'help me'
So I'm screaming, please listen
Even if my voice goes hoarse, please listen

I can't do this, I can't do this, I can't do this
I've shouted it a thousand times in my heart
But when you said 'I'm here'
Just that made it possible to breathe
That day, today, tomorrow

I was shaking under my smile
A voice I didn't even know I had
The gentle touch of your hand
Untangled everything
Even my cold fingertips
Warmed up until
Every time you call my name
The pain in my chest melts away

I was searching in the darkness
Couldn't see the exit or the light
But then I heard your voice
That's why I could walk, I could walk

Hey
It's okay for me to still be alive, right?
It's okay for me to still be here, right?
Say you won't let go
Your voice calls me back
Calls me back no matter how many times

I can't do this, I can't do this
It's strong to have a place to say it
With a face of crying and laughing
I call your name over and over
Again and again and again

On days I'm tired of holding it in
It's because you're here
It's because you're here
Because you are here
You are here.