If I

Countless words I've said and forgotten
If I If I If I
If I If I If I
The list of things I wanted to do
Became meaningless
Because I couldn't do them
If I If I If I

Yeah, I don't want to calculate
The angles we abandoned
If I If I If I
If I If I If I

If I If I If I, even though it's late
I still have eyes and a mouth
Filled with you
As the day passes, regrets deepen too much
I'm drowning and struggling

If I could
If I could
If I could
I would do something

If I hadn't let go of that hand back then
Would we still be holding onto each other?
If I If I If I
If I If I If I

Before your small wounds gather
And grow bigger
If I had noticed them first
If I If I If I
If I If I If I

Where you going, where are you going
Why do I feel my grip loosening
The fist holding onto the hem of your clothes
Why am I exerting force
The promise to walk together on the path
Has already been broken, and your steps
Are pushing me away

Going further towards just one point
Outside of that attention, it's too empty
Hoping that point will come back to me
And become you

If I could
If I could
If I could
I would do something

If we could walk this path together again
I want to hold your hands tightly and give you warmth
If I wrap your cheeks with my warm hands
Would you smile again?
If that happens, I would do something

If I If I If I
If I If I If I