I Wish

Because I think of you sometimes
I cry or laugh
Me, who is trying so hard to erase you
Because my heart has been too hurt
I have never brought this up
Have I come to understand myself in this time?

I haven't been able to sort my thoughts, which have densely piled up
And to the person I envy
I send a letter that won't arrive
That won't arrive

I really wish for you to see my dreams
I wish for us to be hurt together every hour
Countless seasons and days
I think of you, you probably don't know

I blamed myself, who was lacking, all day
Because I was overflowing with countless emotions
I look at myself, who is left staring
Blankly alone
As if nothing is wrong, what a painful night

It's hard to hide one's tears
Is it impossible for me
To wish for a piece of your day
That I never had?

I haven't been able to sort my thoughts, which have densely piled up
And to the person I envy
I send a letter
That won't arrive

I really wish for you to see my dreams
I wish for us to be hurt together every hour
Countless seasons and days
I think of you, you probably don't know

I blamed myself for even the smallest love
Because I was overflowing with countless emotions
Because everything
Is a huge happiness to me
As if nothing is wrong, I'm really hurt

In my time
There is only one dream I dream
In your time
There are many dreams beside you
In our time
If dewdrops were to gather between us
In our time
I think about how a bright morning will not come find us
And count the stars alone
As if nothing is wrong, what a painful night