Habit

Meeting someone continuously
Even if you smile and laugh
Nothing changes

Just thinking of you somewhere
Smiling, thinking of you
Feels like I'm losing for no reason
I feel like a fool

I wish you were having a harder time
I wish you were thinking of me
I wish you were struggling
I want to be fine too

My lips that used to call you so desperately
I feel them drying up
I realized, like a habit
I called for you, desperately searching
I want to hold you like back then
I want to tell you I want to smile

Closing my eyes, counting one by one
Before I know it, I fall asleep, even in my dreams, I'm looking for you
I seem to be looking for you unconsciously
I guess wanting to forget is a lie

No
Maybe I've been hearing it for too long
Even now, I keep calling
I guess I want to forget even just your name

I wish you were having a harder time
I wish you were thinking of me
I wish you were struggling
I want to be fine too

My lips that used to call you so desperately
I feel them drying up
I realized, like a habit
I called for you, desperately searching
I want to hold you like back then
I want to tell you I want to smile

I want to tell you, I want to see you
Now that you're not here
I can't erase
The habits of calling you
Living without being able to erase
Because of you

My lips that used to call you so desperately
I feel them drying up
I realized, like a habit
I called for you, desperately searching
I want to hold you like back then
I want to tell you I want to smile