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I can't keep being like this
The pillow's starting to burn me
I'd rather never be happy
It kills me to keep going in circles

And every time I see you
I trip over myself again
Damn endless loop
And I can't keep being like this, searching for you

In these long nights, without love
How do we survive one more
Of these long nights of blue pain?
How do we survive?
Don't talk to me again
Don't talk to me again in your life

Yeah, I always screw up but I try to fix it
And you screw up but I don't see you trying
Haven't they told you our song is over?

I don't want to see you even in my dreams
Or in my friends' TikToks who are still in the closet

If we're gonna end, don't think it's gonna kill me
I'm stuck here in my room
And you're on the floor of some bar

And I feel sorry for you
'Cause you're only gonna tell the version that suits you
Where I always look bad

Just lies, that's all
No one even wants to look for you

In these long nights, without love
How do we survive one more
Of these long nights of blue pain?
How do we survive?
Don't talk to me again
Don't talk to me again in your life

What does it matter if I don't wake up tomorrow?
If there's no one to miss me, to cry to the sky
What does it matter if I don't wake up tomorrow?
What does it matter? What does it matter?

What does it matter if I don't wake up tomorrow?
If you ignore my song, I'll sing it in your dreams
What does it matter if tomorrow things aren't so bad?