Adiós (part. Compare Flow)

I dream again
That the flame that grows stays alive and reignites
It can't rain forever
And it's going back to your desert where the thirst is clear

And how do I escape this stress when I know it's permanent?
And how am I supposed to understand or love you fully
If you made my whole being lament for having faith
For not leaving your life without saying goodbye

Right after asking God to clear your mind
In my tormented one, with so many dramas I don't even feel
And it demands feelings that were fading away
And this heart on fire I'm noticing is going out

Because it ran out of desire and resources
And my soul is cloudy even though my face is smiling
And I feel like a phoenix wandering here without wings, holding on
And it always ends up reviving without a thank you

In a loop that never ends and keeps repeating

I've been tired for a long time of giving you my time
And I only moved forward pretending I was fine with having faith
Since I took my broken heart in for maintenance

I'm not your lover nor do I lie to myself for loving you
And the less I love you, the more I love and value myself
Though because of my ego, I hurt myself and get pissed
Even though I fall for your heart of ice with fear

And before going to heaven with you, I'd rather be alone

Better than being in bad company, at least that's what they say
I could've left, but the attachment was so strong I didn't want to
And now putting up with you is getting harder every time

I just hope the years we endure are worth something
The things we've lost now seem less gray
I dedicate my verses to you so you can memorize them
Until the day we end up underground

As another empty body, dead and cold
That's full of worms

A body full of worms
I want you to drop your jealousy and make my hair stand on end
After a fight against my ego since I was fifteen
You threw all the work I did to hell

Now I'm a mess, I don't even look at the hanger
I don't care if it's expensive, this crazy guy is losing it
With the arrows we shot, can you lend me a hand?
I don't even know what date it is and this bad drink is haunting me

Because of you, I lost my charm, I can't even raise a suspicion
You take advantage of my soul and still, you're satisfied
You ruin my self-esteem and mess up my harvest
Now I walk with long hair and a scruffy beard

And you're the one who gets upset because you're looking for another guy
Who isn't a caring guy and doesn't act nice
I admit I don't contribute, but I won't fix it
Because for short moments, we were two lovebirds

I'm only happy when I light up my joint
When I avoid my torment, it's my favorite moment
What we had turned out F, congrats
I went from happy to depressed and you think I'm rushing

My smile was sealed and my decrepit heart is stepped on
It tells me little secrets, thinks it's a fortune teller
The noise that stress symbolizes echoes in my head
With the hope of the cleric who preached the sermon

I didn't learn with laughter, because you don't learn in good times
And if you don't pause the resentment
Who restores my mind?

Connecting our souls creates an equivalent aura
Overcoming our traumas even more gradually

First, you spit on me, but then you insist
I want to get out of this loop, I'm on mute, very sad
I always knew and you act super humble
Look, I gave you my all, but you really shined.