J't'en Veux

What did I do to make you leave?
What did I say or not say?
What did I do to make you abandon me
In this state?
What wouldn’t I give to escape,
To get out of here?
Why do you avoid seeing me?
Why don’t you explain anything?
There’s always a grain of sand in the stories.
Why do I feel you so far away, so far from me?
I blame you for hurting me.
I blame you for lying to me.
I blame myself for blaming you
And for letting you go.
I blame you, it’s not so bad.
I’ll have less to suffer.
But knowing that you don’t care,
I think there’s nothing worse.
Maybe I didn’t do what I should’ve.
Maybe I didn’t say what you expected.
What do you want? I never knew how to let go.
What wouldn’t I do to know
How to keep you?
I blame you for hurting me.
I blame you for lying to me.
I blame myself for blaming you
And for letting you go.
I blame you, it’s not so bad.
I’ll have less to suffer.
But knowing that you don’t care,
I think there’s nothing worse.
Oh yes, I blame you.
Oh yes, I blame you.
Oh yes, I blame you.
Oh yes, I blame you.