Espabila

I'm
I've been going around in circles for several days
And I don't know, I'm not okay, something's wrong damn!
I tell myself it's just a cold
But I don't cough, could it be depression? (Huh?) that must be it
I have no spark, no fire, no desire
No, basically to do nothing
I want to spend the whole day in bed
Doing homework becomes a drama
And that's not the worst, there's also the unease

How unpleasant this decision is!
Without an apparent reason, pains arise
As if my heart is being strangled
I'm not hungry but I know I have to eat
I have no strength but I know I have to train
Without enthusiasm, I do things like a zombie
Just moving this body at will
I start to think: What can happen
In my head?