JODIDO

One more pill to calm my anxiety
To ease my stress, I take another one
I’ve got a depression that won’t let me be
Therapy’s on Tuesday, they say it’s effective

I just know that I’m fucked up, I’m broken inside
Looking for a way out, I think I’m close to finding it
Mom calls me every day, asking how I feel
I tell her I’m fine, put on a happy face

But inside I’m losing to the sadness
Everything’s the same since the day you left
My heart refuses to forget
I spend all day just thinking about you

Baby, I’m just pretending, smiling on the outside
But inside I feel like a fire’s burning me up
I spend all day thinking about bullshit
I wish I could forget you, but I can’t find a way

Baby, I’m just pretending, smiling on the outside
But inside I feel like a fire’s burning me up
I spend all day thinking about bullshit
I wish I could forget you, but I can’t find a way

My friends are annoyed, they call me a drag
'Cause I put on Nodal and some other Pesado
How would they know if they’re not feeling down?
I ask them to understand, I’m heartbroken, broken, baby

I’d rather go back to my room, calm my situation
The problem is I turn on the radio and your face shows up in every song
Everything smells like you, feels like déjà vu
I smile on the outside, but inside I’m fucked up

But inside I’m losing to the sadness
Everything’s the same since the day you left
My heart refuses to forget
I spend all day just thinking about you

Baby, I’m just pretending, smiling on the outside
But inside I feel like a fire’s burning me up
I spend all day thinking about bullshit
I wish I could forget you, but I can’t find a way

Baby, I’m just pretending, smiling on the outside
But inside I feel like a fire’s burning me up
I spend all day thinking about bullshit
I wish I could forget you, but I can’t find a way
There’s no way, baby

Oh, baby
I’m thinking about you all day

Baby, I’m just pretending, smiling on the outside
But inside I feel like a fire’s burning me up
I spend all day thinking about bullshit
I wish I could forget you, but I can’t find a way

Baby, I’m just pretending, smiling on the outside
But inside I feel like a fire’s burning me up
I spend all day thinking about bullshit
I wish I could forget you, but I can’t find a way