I’m Not Over You

What should I even say, my pen's stuck
Trying to write down my feelings
It's harder than I thought
I don’t hate you or anything like that

Your warm way of speaking
Now it’s all faded
I’m living like I’m okay, but
I just look calm on the outside, but really I’m still

I’m not over you
I’m not over you
Countless times I repeat these painful words alone
I’m waiting for you

No matter what I write, I go back to the start
Even if I try to hold your hand
In my mind, you’re still all over the place

I’m not over you
I’m not over you
Countless times I repeat these painful words alone
I’m waiting for you

All night long, I’ve been pouring out my heart
I’m going crazy, I can’t stop thinking of you
Even today, I can’t let you go
I’m not over you

I’m not over you
I’m not over you
Even though I know it’s all over, I still

I’m not over you
I’m not over you
I’m not over you
I’m not over you
To you who can’t hear my story left behind
I’m waiting for you

I can’t send this message to you, but