La Duda (Milonga-relato)

Ruben Alberto Benegas' 'La Duda (Milonga-relato)' is a poignant narrative set to the rhythm of a milonga, a traditional music and dance form from the Rio de la Plata region of South America. The song tells a story of betrayal, suspicion, and the painful pursuit of truth. The protagonist lives with a nagging doubt about his lover's fidelity, a doubt that is symbolized by a 'silent mockery' he has been tracking for a long time. The lyrics describe his internal struggle and the lengths he goes to uncover the truth about his partner's infidelity.

The song's narrative unfolds as the protagonist observes subtle interactions between his lover, referred to as Eva, and another man, Almada. Despite no concrete evidence, the protagonist's suspicion grows from their non-verbal communication. Eventually, he sets a trap to confirm his fears, only to have them realized. The climax of the song is a dramatic confrontation where the protagonist deceives his lover into believing he has killed Almada in a duel over her love. Her reaction to the blood-stained knife reveals her true feelings, confirming the protagonist's worst fears.

The final verses of 'La Duda' reflect on the nature of doubt and the cost of seeking the truth. The protagonist suggests that some doubts are better left unexplored, as the knowledge gained can leave a permanent scar. The song ends with a somber realization that ignorance can sometimes be bliss, as the protagonist was happier when he was unaware of the betrayal. The story is a cautionary tale about the destructive power of doubt and the bittersweet nature of truth.