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Hobbies, forgetting you feels long
You're attentive, you know it breaks me if I talk to you
(¿Roku?)

Being with you was my safe place
And distancing myself led me to dark places
Now everything just feels
I'm always on the verge of collapsing
It wears me out to understand, that if I come back I'll make you feel bad
Now everything just feels
And I can't have a normal day
It wears me out to understand, that if I come back I'll make you feel bad

And I don't want to see you sad, but if I get closer everything will be worse
Wounds don't heal with pain
And I'm still lost looking for myself
You want me to heal, I start to feel good again
But it's not as easy as you make it seem

You deserve something better
Even though it hurts to say it
I keep fighting to find balance
I want to get rid of myself, I want to stop constantly wanting to break
Addicted to sabotaging myself
I want to stop messing up the little I can still love myself

Being with you was my safe place
And distancing myself led me to dark places
Now everything just feels
I'm always on the verge of collapsing
It wears me out to understand, that if I come back I'll make you feel bad
Now everything just feels
And I can't have a normal day
It wears me out to understand, that if I come back I'll make you feel bad

I am happy