Las Cosas Que Perdí

The first thing I lost was my focus when you showed up
The second thing I lost was the fear I had of getting close
The third thing I lost was the nerves of kissing you
And I lost my freedom the moment we became more than friends

Among the things I lost, I lost track of time
I lost control being wrapped up in your kisses
Little by little, I lost my mind over you
Of the things I lost, I slowly got lost in you

Once I was in your hands, it took you two seconds to let me down
And in less than a second, I was running to forgive you
And that’s when I started gaining more insecurities every day
And reality hit when I discovered your betrayals

And among the things I lost, I lost, and the one that hurts the most was my time
I lost control being wrapped up in your kisses
Little by little, I lost my mind over you

But one day I learned that you have to lose to keep living
That you have to let go to heal the wound
It was tough, but I finally ripped you out by the roots

Of the things I lost, I lost, I lost the fear of you leaving my life
I opened my eyes, I don’t know what I was seeing
Little by little, my heart started beating again

And in the end, I realized I don’t need you to be happy
And the day I gained the most in life
Was the day I lost you