薄ら氷心中 (a Double Suicide)

Hey, why won't you even try to meet my eyes?
Why?
Surely, you’re going to say I'm: Unbearable to look at
Right?
Then who on earth was it? Who made me into this kind of woman?

Hey, I’ve been waiting. I’ve been waiting all this time for you to chase after me
We’ve finally met, and yet you won't even hold me for a moment?
Ah, my life is a total loss. And it’s your fault—it's all because of you

Don’t you understand?
What is happiness anyway?

Which part of this is supposed to be that?
It’s all such a pain. My brains, my guts
Shall I try scattering them for you to see?
Dyed through to the very marrow of my bones
Look at this woman

I love you, I love you so much, I'll give you everything
No
I hate you, I hate you so much, actually, give it all back, right now
Just kidding (saying such things)
It’s already too late, namusan. I am made of you, all of me

Do you understand?
Happiness, and misfortune too—

They vanish moment by moment
These hands, seemingly cold yet warm
Have tasted [everything] to the end
I think there is nothing more than this
You hateful, lovable person
An it hurts yet feels good kind of farewell
Those days that passed by

Along with this very life that holds them still
I want to end it all completely

It’s fading away
I am a lonely soul (all alone)