Si muriera mañana

If I died tomorrow
Today I would go to the beach to play with my son in the sand
I would call that friend who has occupied a space in my mind for years and we would make a beer
I would eat one of those expensive meals with my husband and then go for a walk
I would cry with rage hidden in a parking lot, shouting at God with contempt

How do you do this to me, you bastard?
What do I like to live with?
I still don't want to leave

And luckily all this is a lie and I only made up that I was already dying
But I have been sad thinking about those people who know that today is their last day
I delve into the topic to tell you that we must embrace life
When there are beautiful things, let us be happy with full awareness and love that one day ends

How do you do this to me, you bastard?
What do I like to live with?
I still don't want to leave

I want to live
400 years
Climb more steps

I want to live
More lives than anyone else
Get a master's degree

I want to live
Without absurd fears
Buy me some churros

I want to live
So many things
Always wear a hat

I feel like Kate Bush
I'm running up that hill
I'm running up that hill