Todo Aquello Que Jamas Sere

I have more to hide than to show
And a complete collection of my regrets
A thousand apologies stuck in moments
And a few "give me another chance"

I also have my ghosts with chains
And they scratch at my heart
While I completely lose my mind
When I run through the port smelling like tar

I have two small dogs, two pairs of turtles
Two kids and just one woman
Who give me what I need to get by
All that I already know I won't be
All that I'll never be
My insecurities are lizard tails
That I cut off and they grow back again
I can't finish what I started long ago
Even though I hope to finish it every day

I made shyness my companion
And embarrassment the path of my feet
With fear the paste of my bones and skin
And with doubts a map of highways
I have two small dogs, two pairs of turtles
Two kids and just one woman
Who give me what I need to get by
All that I already know I won't be
All that I'll never be