Nai Nai

Only deep shadows without ash
Like a replacement doll without love
Not present, nowhere
Not there

Ambiguous love, eye without color
Like a mannequin, unlike a person
Thanks? Who are you thanking?
Various answers

Remaining as nobody
Remaining unable to do anything
Is living pointless?
Is it a bad thing?

Not here, not here, not here
Myself, myself
No one looking, not looking, not looking
Spit it out and say goodbye

Not happy, not sad
Feeling transparent
Incomplete self
No matching face
Can't smile

Not ash, just the end
Only expecting ash in response
Unwillingly thrown away
Don't know the outcome

Want to stay, stay, stay
Myself, myself
Bitter taste, bitter, bitter
Farewell aimlessly

Not returning, nowhere to go
Feeling lost
Not wrong, still don't know
Doesn't matter

I don't know stories
I don't need stress
Let's not love the story
I don't want to smile

If shadows and shapes disappear together
From each ash
It's okay to be serious

Not here, not here, not here
Myself, myself
No one here, not looking, not looking
Spit it out and say goodbye

Not happy, not sad
Feeling transparent
Incomplete self, no matching face
Not there, not there, not there, want to stay here
Want to stay, want to stay, want to stay, don't want to laugh