El Disfraz

I changed for you
But I changed for the worse
I even dimmed
So you could shine

And suddenly the disguise became part of my skin
I became an expert in making you happy
All so that it would work this time

I give you that version of me
The one who always said yes to you
She knows how to act, she will never change
Uh, she won't disappoint you

I give you that version of me
The quiet one you like
She will never argue, zero intensity
I wish you well, I'm not going back

I realized
That to have you, I had to lose myself
I clung to the wall with blows
Desperate to be RENEE again

And suddenly the disguise was no longer part of my skin
I became an expert in doing well for myself
Everything, for what?
Not to lose myself again

I give you that version of me
The one who always said yes to you
She knows how to act, she will never change
No, she won't disappoint you

I give you that version of me
The quiet one you like
She will never argue, zero intensity
I wish you well, I'm not going back
I'm not going back
I'm not going back

I changed for you
But I changed for the worse