Busco a Mi Padre

Looking for my father:
he is a noble man, ashamed
maybe he's an alcoholic
lost in the plot of a delirium
tal vez he's a man
mending his heart
I need him…
to survive
I can't find him…
in the love of my women
I've searched for him so many times
in the wrong places
I've waited for him out of hatred
just steps away from love.

Here on my right shoulder
I have the mark of his blows
and in my chest a feeling
of abandonment and rejection.

Please, if you see him,
tell him I need him!