Sofrer

My head hurts
I can't understand
My doubt now is much bigger
I wasn't born to suffer

No!
I only feel the taste of blood
And the desire to escape
Pure violence is almost a pleasure now
I don't trust anyone anymore

Life chose me
I don't drink to forget
That's how I feel very bad!

Bad!

What to do
To find
A reason to change?

Without forgiving
Without arguing
I will never give in

Living on the streets
With death by my side
Hunger haunts me
Everything goes wrong for me
I don't know if I have a family or not

I don't think about the future
I only have uncertainties
What remains of my life
Is just disillusionment
I don't want your help
Please

Aggression
Compassion
Come to confuse me

Emotion
Distortion
I stop to think

Feeling
A moment
Of reflection

Without love
Without shame
I don't even want to know

I close my eyes to the world
That once forgot me
My life never had any value
I will die without giving up

No!