Por Que Você Me Traiu?

I looked to you as a refuge
Like someone witnessing the end of fear
But deep down, you were smiling
While hiding the poison in the kiss

I kept quiet so much, to keep you
I pretended not to see the signs, just so I wouldn't lose you
But you had already left, even though you stayed
And I was trying to love someone who was already changing

You used to say: Trust me
But he kept secrets where I couldn't go
Now tell me how I should face you
The lies you called affection?

Why did you betray me?
You, who swore you were different
I gave you my world, and you destroyed it
As if loving someone were a matter of indifference
Leave me here, but take responsibility for what you did
You traded love for a maybe

I remember the touch, the way he laughed
But it was all part of the act
How many times have I cried in silence?
While you were sleeping on the wrong side of the road?

You smiled at him and said it was just friendship
While I was struggling with my own truth
Now I see: I was just a bridge
So you could get where you wanted to be, and disappear from where I was

You used to say: I am your home
But every house can collapse
And I was left among the rubble
Waiting for you to come back and lie

Why did you betray me?
Did you know this would destroy me?
I looked to you as my salvation
But you only led me to the end
Now he says it was an accident
But nobody falls more than once by accident

I was an idiot for believing
But I don't apologize for loving
You're the one who threw it all away
While I was just trying to save you

And if I shout today, it's because I've been silent for too long
If I hate today, it's because I once loved in peace
You lied with your eyes
And I believed in his signs

How many times did you say it was just me?
How many times did I think it was real?
Perhaps the greatest betrayal
It wasn't to see you with someone else
But seeing you and no longer recognizing you

Why did you betray me?
And she even had the nerve to smile afterwards
You killed what was pure
And you still expect me to be okay with that?
Go away with everything you took from me
But it also takes this pain
Because you don't live here anymore

Now I am the mistake you're hiding
And you
It's a wound that won't heal