Ninguém Me Viu

Since I was little, I've always been invisible
Empty stares, insensitive silence
Broken promises, laughter in the air
They made a bet to see who would love me

What if I disappeared? Would they even notice?
Or just another name that nobody will remember?

Nobody saw me, nobody felt me
I drowned in pain that no one shared
Feigning laughter, hiding the scream
But inside, the emptiness is infinite

I learned to walk without expecting a hug
I don't even recognize my own reflection anymore
If love exists, it has never passed
Or maybe you saw me and just ignored me

Maybe one day someone will listen
Maybe one day that will change
But for now, I'll continue alone
Trying to exist in the darkness

They say the pain will pass someday
But what if this is the only way I am?
I've gotten used to being what nobody wants to see
Just a shadow trying to survive

What if I scream? Will anyone hear me?
Or will it just be an echo in the midst of the struggle?

Nobody saw me, nobody felt me
I drowned in pain that no one shared
If I fall, if I disappear
Will they at least pretend to have felt it?

It doesn't matter anymore, I don't even feel the touch anymore
Heart beating, but no longer focused
I've been through it all, I've heard it all
If I am so insignificant, why do I still delude myself?

I just wanted a reason to stay
But would anyone notice?

Nobody saw me, nobody felt me
I drowned in pain that no one shared
But if I leave, if I go away
Will anyone feel my pain?