Não Sinto Mais Nada

I think that
Something inside me died
And nobody noticed

I wake up, but I don't really get out of bed
I'm just repeating the script of my own deceit
I look in the mirror and I don't know who's there
A body in motion, with no desire to stay

Everyone says: This too shall pass
But nobody ever had to put up with each other
It's easy to talk when it's not you
Trapped in a mind that makes you lose yourself

I tried to feel it, but the cold caught up with me
What remained of me, time has already erased

I don't feel anything anymore
Neither pain, nor fear, nor anger
It's as if I've disappeared within myself
And nobody saw when I fell

I don't feel anything anymore
I live in automatic mode now
I only exist, but I'm not here
I got lost within myself

I've become an expert at disguising myself
I transformed emptiness into a way of speaking
Rehearsed laughs, rehearsed response
Everything's fine has become my facade

The silence screams louder than me
But nobody ever heard what happened
I slowly faded away, without warning
And the worst part is, nobody felt it

Being too strong, is exhausting
But I don't even know how to stop anymore
Because when I tried to speak
Nobody wanted to listen

I don't feel anything anymore
Neither pain, nor fear, nor anger
It's as if I've disappeared within myself
And nobody saw when I fell

If I disappear
This will be nothing new
I'm not here anymore
Some time ago