Ainda Espero Por Você

Another night
It tells me
Do you still think about me?
Or did it all only make sense to me?

The lights go out, I'm still alone
Between walls that hold what I lived with you
Your voice still echoes within me
And I hope, even knowing that it's already over

Messages read, silence remained
Your forever is over, time has erased it
Broken promises became a memory
And I'm trying to find strength where there's only distance

If it was love, why did it hurt so much?
If it was love, why did you leave so soon?

And me
I'm still waiting for you, even though I don't want to
Even knowing that you won't answer
The rain falls and reminds me every time
Even when trying to forget
My heart recognizes you

I look at our photos, searching for a sign
That it wasn't a lie, that it was real
But your eyes no longer look at me
And the end came without saying it was the end

Empty nights, unanswered monologues
I write songs as if they would bring you back
But your absence is the burden that hurts the most
And my soul falls silent when yours breaks free from us

And me
I'm still waiting for you, even though I don't want to
Even when everything tells me I shouldn't have you
The raindrops write your name on the windowpane
And my heart breaks every time you pass me by

If one day I remember what we went through
Remember that I didn't give up, even when it hurt
If your heart cries without knowing why
It's because my pain still calls out to you

I write to heal, but it still bleeds
The absence that remained in every memory
Even if I erase you from all the songs
The love I gave you lives on in refrains

And me
I'm still waiting for you, even though I don't want to
Even if tomorrow I try not to write anymore
The rain will fall, we will always remember
That I was yours
Even after you don't come back