Sweet Decadance

I'm drowning in sad thoughts
Choked by the silent longing
I feel like I'm about to break soon
I'll put my head in the noose

I'm tired of long sleepless nights
I'm tired of my sad verses
I'm tired of being normal
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired

I have no strength to sing at the bars
But no strength to quit drinking
No strength to hold on to anything
My whole world seems not mine, silent

A woman can't cry
I don't feel alive
I feel like I'm about to break soon
I'll put my head in the noose

When will I stop thinking about death?
When will I wish to get rid of myself?
Will I shiver or really dare
to kill myself?

Oh, my darkness
My painful goddess
Oh, my darkness
Oh, my sweet decadence