Nota de Suicidio (feat. Soma)

I wake up not looking forward to another day and it will be the last
Few believe me, today my Eden arrives
I assume it and I don't even doubt it, I swear
From the heart, my dead soul warns
It's not a threat, it's a lie
Which ended up being true

I left the door open and a note
Half written, it was difficult to read
Goodbye mom and dad, it said in it
I left barefoot, without strength, without desire

I imagined myself on the ground, dead, and no one was crying
Walk down a lonely street
Everything is dark and it's raining
The streetlights watch me

And the passage of time hurts me
The edge of my blade squeezes me, it is she
I'll get to the end the easiest way
Life is not beautiful (Why?)

I'm just looking to be alone now
In a labyrinth with no exit
I stopped asking God for help
I speak with my conscience alone

She asks me to pull the trigger
And I'm afraid to say: Goodbye
I'm sorry if I've failed you once again.
I have noticed the shame when looking at myself in the mirror, mom.

Forgive me! I beg!
I don't know if I explain myself
I'm sitting on the railing of a seventh floor
But, I'm already dead inside and I'm tired
I'm tired of living always fleeing from the past

I was a coward, I gave up more than once I was on the verge
This incomplete story is ready in my notebook, I don't even fight anymore
Blank pages, tinted the red of my blood

I don't deserve a single tear
It's my suicide note, and I'm late
I signed a document with Satan
To free myself I just have to jump

I jump, I jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me!
My soul cries out to get out of its body now

I jump, I jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To not see my face anymore, shoot me!
My soul cries out to get out of its body now

I feel like I'm already dead
In a world of blind, one-eyed king
I pass the LP through the lining to port
It's true, I have nothing to give or receive

Bitches I warn you, I live open-mouthed
And as soon as I write, something is screwed up in my mind
I feel like an adopted son
Too impulsive, they tell me

Captive of the negative if flying is the end
May wings glide
I understand the lies better, after this interval
I give rhymes with my shark mouth

In the form of intimate words without pantomime
If you don't have the Z disk, steal it
But I don't want to live anymore
It's too hard

When I die, spit on my grave
Without rush, I have done the spell
Of eternal stupidity
I feel the stiffness in my muscles

It is liberating to live without a future
Feeling betrayal causes me to die prematurely
It's pure, poison what I feel I swear
With anger in my blood, I only knew how to ask for forgiveness

When I was immature
Tell my mother that I always loved her and that I'm sorry
To my bro, let him look for my words in the wind, when it blows
To those who wished me evil, I wish them double
For having broken a noble heart

I jump, I jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To not see my face anymore, shoot me!
My soul cries out to get out of its body now

I jump, I jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To not see my face anymore, shoot me!
My soul cries out to get out of its body now

I am alone in a silence that bothers and I scream
Listen to my last word, read my last writing
Pay attention to me, I only ask for that, I need it
Drops of sweat and my eyes fall on my suicide note

I'm sorry I can't say more
Few will cry, but how many will rejoice
I saw my name on a tombstone and it didn't even seem strange to me
How many burdens have I carried for so few years
There is nothing that stops me

I have been dead for so long, there is nothing inside me anymore
I'm just another body, blown by the wind
So violent that destiny blows
There are no witnesses, there are no friends, there is no motive left

I only walk the path, I know that at the gates of heaven
There is no place for this pilgrim
God? It seems to be a lie, today I will know if it is true
That after death, there is another life

Today is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday maybe, maybe Thursday
I don't know why, but it doesn't rain in my eyes anymore
Your memory may keep me alive
If exile doesn't want to send me straight to oblivion

Today is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, maybe Thursday
I don't know why, but it doesn't rain in my eyes anymore
Your memory may keep me alive
If exile doesn't want to send me straight to oblivion

I jump, I jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To not see my face anymore, shoot me!
My soul cries out to get out of its body now

I jump, I jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To not see my face anymore, shoot me!
My soul cries out to get out of its body now

I jump, I jump into a void that never ends
My life passes through my eyes and time stops
To not see my face anymore, shoot me!
My soul cries out to get out of its body now