Como soy

As I am

I try to get it right
I mess up again
And I have no roof
When everything goes wrong
I prefer to ignore
Rather than fight
And it amuses me to annoy you and I don't know
How to kill the tension
That gives me the feeling
Of constantly pretending
That there's a heart

And I'm already
Giving up on reason
You make me be calculating
And I just want to be good
And it's because I am
A little charming
And a little the worst
And it's incurable
To be as I am

Yes, I try to give in
But I just don't know
And I get stubborn
And I never want to understand
I know I have no faith
In what you do
And I collapse
I'm scared and I don't know
How to get attention
How to feel better
How to tell you
That there's no solution

And I'm already
Giving up on reason
You make me be calculating
And I just want to be good
And it's because I am
A little charming
And a little the worst
And it's incurable
To be as I am (x4)