Eres

I've tried a thousand ways to stop thinking of you
I've failed at all of them 'cause I still dream of you
I've searched for your roots deep in my soul
To tear you from my story
But you cling to my body, my mind, my desires
Like ivy that wraps around me and poisons even my shadow

I've looked for a thousand excuses to not call you
I've found a thousand reasons to go and find you
I've lost myself in other bodies hoping to forget
To feel like I'm alive
But once again the memories come
When I least expect it
And I realize I can't
Be without seeing you, feeling you far away
And forgetting the things we lived
It's impossible for me
Instead of forgetting, I remember you more with me.

You are the reason for all my torment
The agony that kills me slowly
But you’re also tenderness
And the part I need to be happy
You are, for many, the worst thing that’s happened to me
The love that’s tearing my life apart
And for me, you’re more than that
You’re part of my dreams
That’s why I cling
To your memory

Being without seeing you, feeling you far away
And forgetting the things we lived
It's impossible for me
Instead of forgetting, I remember you more with me.

You are the reason for all my torment
The agony that kills me slowly
But you’re also tenderness
And the part I need to be happy
You are, for many, the worst thing that’s happened to me
The love that’s tearing my life apart
And for me, you’re more than that
You’re part of my dreams
That’s why I cling
To your memory

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