Mercurio Retrógrado

I’m here to tell you
That all the hits still haven’t been enough
No signs
I don’t need them, I’ve learned on the streets

January 4th, 25
I’m not alone, I’m with myself
No hangovers on Sundays anymore
I feel good, I feel clean

Blessed detox, I’m feeling better
In therapy or on a plane
Gave my thanks, asked for forgiveness
Everything changes, except this asshole

My mom doing Sudoku
My dad waiting for me to show up
I’ve got the money and the fame
And I’m still waiting for love to blind me

Tell the pain that comes in
That it already knows Vicente
I have my debts to settle
But I’ve never been very patient

Something empty won’t fill up
Only the hits will teach
There’s no good without bad
No war without peace

No God without sin
No hunger if there’s bread
Time doesn’t turn back
Guilt weighs a ton

Sometimes loving yourself can cost you
The world is too big, find your place
I feel bad, honestly
I don’t answer my old friends

The truth, they don’t understand me anymore
But something in me regrets
She wants a Hermes bag
A snake-skin wallet

But I have a thousand debts to settle
Now you have to be more patient

I’m here to tell you
That all the hits still haven’t been enough
No signs
I don’t need them, I’ve learned on the streets

If the pain comes
I’ll escape through the rooftops
There’s no puddle I haven’t stepped in
I found the sun in a cloudy sky

October 6th and I’m still grinding
The same demons, different pain
It doesn’t weigh as much anymore, though sometimes it hurts
I almost don’t remember, though sometimes you sneak in

And I water the plants in my garden
Honestly, I’ve gained more than I’ve lost
I feel blessed, I won’t lie to you
I know I have to be proud of myself

Even if fear stands in front of me
And the good only lasts a moment
I know nothing will be like before
And that has to calm me down

For the I love yous, for forever
Because I finally learned to know myself
For all my debts, my pending issues
That taught me to be more patient

I’m here to tell you
That all the hits still haven’t been enough
No signs
I don’t need them, I’ve learned on the streets

If the pain comes
I’ll escape through the rooftops
There’s no puddle I haven’t stepped in
I found the sun in a cloudy sky