A Mi Ex Ex

I'm scared again
I can't turn to look at you
When you smile at me like that
I know you don't believe it
Or maybe it's not obvious
But I'm going to ruin us

And I don't want to lose you
But at the same time, I don't want to have you
I know that in the end, I'll do to you what I did to my ex
And the same as my ex ex
It's not your fault that I'm like this
I don't know when I broke

I'm going to make you disappointed
Just to write you songs
No, babe, it's not planned
But it's true, look at my past

And I don't want to lose you
But at the same time, I don't want to have you
I know that in the end, I'll do to you what I did to my ex
And the same as my ex ex
It's not your fault that I'm like this
I don't know when I broke

I'm going to make you disappointed
Just to write you songs
No, babe, it's not planned
But it's true, look at my past

But I look at you and you smile again
I don't say anything, I never dare
Come on, I might as well hug you and lie
And tell you that you're the one