En Tu Honor

Time taught me
To never lose hope
But age also warned me
Not to trust it so much

It taught me that loneliness
Is a sadistic criminal
And memories are even worse
Than a bullet in the heart

And yet I wear my armor
That bullet won't change direction
There are no memories
I can't seem to remember
I left them in the pants
I took off in your honor
And I will never put them on, and I will never put them on

The best kiss someone gave me
Was one my lips never touched
I swear I could give up
Everything in my life for one more

You've always looked for someone to blame
You name your tears
And I confess I fell in love
So the fault is mine

And yet I
Hold my heart in one hand
In the other there's nothing, and it becomes a tradition
That loves don't exist
I can't decipher them
I sprayed them with the alcohol
I drank in your honor
Because you won't come back, you won't come back