La Estrategia Perdida

I don't understand how the subconscious still
Remembers the things I discarded
You're winning, but I'll try to somehow remember it
And I keep losing all those games, I assured you
That I would never, I would never give in again

I mention that all this time I've avoided this moment
It feels like fiction, it feels like fiction
I know, I'm insufficient, I've forgotten how to do it
Let the show begin, enjoy the show

I don't know what to do with these hands anymore
When I talk to you, I don't know what to do
You don't know where to look, so you see my hands to avoid my eyes
I confess in your dream that I was watching you while
You were sleeping, touching your face, but it's just another proof that I'm not okay

I mention that all this time I've avoided this moment
It feels like fiction, it feels like fiction
I know, I'm insufficient, I've forgotten how to do it
Let the show begin, enjoy the show

I mention that all this time I've avoided this moment
It feels like fiction, it feels like fiction
I know, I'm insufficient, I've forgotten how to do it
Let the show begin, enjoy the show