(Sola)

How do I know if I really want to stay?
Or if I'm letting fear control me about being alone?
You haven't even said you're sorry, and I already want to forgive you.
We haven't even said goodbye, and I can't stop crying.

Eight cigarettes on the table, pass me another beer.
What am I gonna do if you leave?
If you leave and don’t come back, I’m losing my mind.
How am I gonna fill your space?

Why can’t I handle being alone, and I keep searching?
Searching for love in someone who’s not ready to give it to me.

How do I know if I really want to stay?
Or if I'm letting fear control me about being alone?
You haven't even said you're sorry, and I already want to forgive you.
We haven't even said goodbye, and I can't stop crying.

All the things you say mix up in my head.
Nothing fills me up or interests me anymore.
I want to feel like nothing weighs me down.

Let my own back be my guide.
Let my eyes stay dry, no matter who’s watching.
I also want to feel someone holding me.
I don’t want the house to feel empty.

How do I know if I really want to stay?
Or if I'm letting fear control me about being alone?
You haven't even said you're sorry, and I already want to forgive you.
We haven't even said goodbye, and I can't stop crying.

How do I know if you really love me?
I don’t want you to go.
I don’t want to mess this up.