METANOIA

Fool yourself, lie to yourself, convince yourself
That this is gonna work out in your favor
Destroy yourself
Think that everyone who seeks you
Is only doing it for your love

Forget me, lose yourself
You come back into my life
Because there’s nothing better
You know well that in this skin
There’s a toxin
That fuels your addiction

Look at you acting tough
You’re not the only one out there
Feeling different
Same hair, same story
With the same mindset
Why the hell should I be scared to lose you?

I’ll make a whole album
Titles with your flaws
But you’ve had enough
Looking at yourself in the mirror
Scream whatever you want
While I walk away
Your place is the sidewalk
That saw me fall

That I won’t find another like you
That’s what it’s about
You’re not a whore
Whores don’t sell
I love you, even if it’s cheap
Why do you freak out?
Too bad that for your I love yous
A penny is enough

How nice was the reunion
After so much time
In this pretending nostalgia
I’ve got talent
Did you want to have me inside?
Manipulate what I feel
And just like in love
I’m also good at lying

Fool yourself
Lie to yourself, convince yourself
That this is gonna work out in your favor
Destroy yourself
Think that everyone who seeks you
Is only doing it for your love

Forget me
Lose yourself
You come back into my life
Because there’s nothing better
You know well that in this skin
There’s a toxin
That fuels your addiction

Clean my blood
So it doesn’t bother you
I’m gonna dry my tears
You can let it slide
I’ll kill my soul more
And forget my name
But answer me
Will you love me again?

I try to convince myself
That I deserve your treatment
That I’m worth nothing
And my price keeps dropping
Because when I look at your face
It shows you’re enjoying
Leading me to agony
While I’m dragging myself

I regret that moment
When I saw you
I thought I’d won the world
But I lost the damn world
I wanted to live for love
Not just survive on your love
It’s not gold because it shines
Nor real because you make me feel

Because you make me feel
Because I make you feel
It was never real