Perdóneme señora

How sad it is to have to hide
Just to be able to look at her and nothing more
Having to console myself by loving her in solitude
Having to settle for dreaming
How do I explain to my poor heart
That I can't separate from this illusion
That you are that beach that my sun will never see
Because someone arrived before me
Maybe you will never know about my love
Perhaps you will never even suspect
I'm going crazy because I never wanted the same
And I know I have to keep it to myself
Excuse me, ma'am, for dreaming
That you can't breathe without me
I ask you please not to take it the wrong way
And I hope that in the name of this love
You can forgive me

You don't know what I feel
Seeing you walk down the street
The things that go through my mind
And through my skin you can't imagine
And even though I know that place is taken
My fantasies don't let me think straight
I swear it's stronger than my own will
I try but I can't control myself

Maybe you will never know about my love
Perhaps you will never even suspect
I'm going crazy because I never wanted the same
And I know I have to keep it to myself
Excuse me, ma'am, for dreaming
That you can't breathe without me
I ask you please not to take it the wrong way
And I hope that in the name of this love
You can forgive me

Adalí Morán