Perfectos Imperfectos (part. Lilas)

I feel like a jerk for not being able to give you what you expect from me
I still can’t open my heart
I’ll understand if you stop coming around
Though it makes me happy to know you once felt the same
No matter how hard you tried to love
Your heart felt a chasm and it wasn’t selfishness
It just needed time, it wasn’t the right moment
We’re perfectly imperfect
And I’ve got a factory defect
My theory never works in practice
And I overthink too much

I feel like I’m gonna miss the train
And if I stay, I’ll be my own hostage
When I close my eyes and look inside
I want to feel like I did things right
You don’t deserve lies, or suicidal dreams
I’ll spare you from making this wound even bigger
And when you close your eyes, remember me
I hope you can smile

The map to the future we started drawing together
Is still lying around in my room
The kindness, oh, the brightness
Is fading away
Will I be free?

If our hands had touched in a different season
Could we have trusted each other more?
Tell me

The sound of dawn echoes (hey)
The shadows are still left behind
The more I stare into my heart
The more I get scared of myself

Lies don’t suit you
I don’t need any more wounds
One day, I hope you remember me
And can smile again

I feel like a jerk for not being able to give you what you expect from me
I still can’t open my heart
I’ll understand if you stop coming around
Though it makes me happy to know you once felt the same
No matter how hard you tried to love
Your heart felt a chasm and it wasn’t selfishness
It just needed time, it wasn’t the right moment
We’re perfectly imperfect
And I’ve got a factory defect
My theory never works in practice
And I overthink too much

I feel like I’m gonna miss the train
And if I stay, I’ll be my own hostage
When I close my eyes and look inside
I want to feel like I did things right
You don’t deserve lies, or suicidal dreams
I’ll spare you from making this wound even bigger
And when you close your eyes, remember me
I hope you can smile.