Egreso

When I wake up I feel the weight
Of a tomorrow I don’t even want
The room speaks to me in silence
Whispering stories I can’t confront
I walk without direction
Shadows trailing my hesitation
And I try not to stumble
But every step shows what I can’t face

How many times can a soul burn
Without losing what it wants?
How many times can I hold myself up
If my mind just wants me to fade?

I'm still here while everything shake
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear

The future keeps chasing me
Like a fire that never dies
It promises new roads, I know
But they all lead back to where I dont want to go
And doubt has become my sentence
The studies dont conclude
A test that never ends
Asking who I am and I don’t know where I stand

Sometimes I think surviving
Means learning how to break and go on
That resisting isn’t courage
But accepting there are days I want to die

I'm still here while everything shake
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear

What if this path was never for me?
If the ending was never designed?
I scream not so they hear me
I scream to remind myself I’m alive
Because if I stay silent, I sink
I dissolve into the deepest ground
And I don’t want to be my own wound
In this war already lost

I'm still here while everything shake
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear

If I wake up, it’ll be the same
Another step into the edge
And if the world remains unchanged
I’ll lose myself inside my pace
Let it be clear in what remains
There was no light, only the soaking
Of a soul submerged in its own anger