Me Ilumina Hoy

Today is real, today I don’t want to know anything
Today I don’t care, today I won’t find out
If they love me, if they’re lying to me

I’m gonna make something up
If my bones are screaming, suffering

I see it raining, I think something’s lighting me up today
I’m gonna break this curse
I swear to God, this anguish ends today
The decision I should’ve made a long time ago

I don’t want to see if they forget me or mention me
Today more than yesterday I can step out of the shadows
I’m heading that way, I’ve got scars on my chest
It’s gotta be now, I need to stop staring at the ceiling

I’m gonna make something up
If my bones are screaming, suffering

I see it raining, I think something’s lighting me up today
I’m gonna break this curse
I swear to God, this anguish ends today
The decision I should’ve made a long time ago