Depressão Que Sorri

And depression, where is it?
I can't even find myself anymore
I only know how to run away from her, far away from places
Where people don't exist, in my world
Where sadness does not exist

You are afraid to run
Holding my hand so I don't give in
Just leave me with my fears, since I don't
There are more secrets

I miss feeling hugs, feeling people
Here by my side
Nothing makes sense when we are alone, she is
My friend then leave us alone

Yesterday I understood what the pain of loss is
That's when I lost my own mind
But you'll understand when you look at me
That I'm nothing more than a depression that smiles

And smile so much to hide the problems
Handcuffs, put on me
It's just that I observe all people, and I know that not even
They're all good, and of course it's boring
Having to make choices

And that's why I don't even look at the past anymore
The future does not exist, the present is tied
So answer me, why did I have to leave?
All this behind? Why did I have to lose?
Who loved me the most?

I had to go through rubble, carry so much
Weight on my shoulders. I carried my cross, until
In darker days, I had to hide
In this dark and my lack of affection, affects everything in
Me, so it seems no one else will be able to run
For me

And it hurt so much to know that I depended on myself
So I have to go, because nothing cures my fear

You are afraid to run
Holding my hand so I don't give in
Just leave me with my fears, since I don't
There are more secrets

I miss feeling hugs, feeling people
Here by my side
Nothing makes sense when we are alone, she is
My friend then leave us alone

Yesterday I understood what the pain of loss is
That's when I lost my own mind
But you'll understand when you look at me
That I'm nothing more than a depression that smiles