Lost In Blue

What lies ahead is nothing, me
Laughing sun and cicada voices, at the end of such a world?

When I turn around, the past disappears
Even the name of the one I loved, I can't feel anything

Want to disappear, can't disappear, want to disappear forever
It hurts, it's painful, but I can't erase it
Will it change someday? Change? Change?
The summer I struggled with in vain

What lies ahead is nothing, that day
The crazy sun and your voice, at the end of such a world?

Want to disappear, can't disappear, want to disappear forever
It hurts, it's painful, but I can't erase it
One more time? It's okay, thank you, goodbye
To the self of that summer
I'm sorry. It was no good
I must have been laughing
With a pathetic smile on my face
Born again once more
Born again as myself
Laughing with the best face