White room

Do you love me?

I don’t want to lose anything,
Everything’s important to me.
I tried to protect it all,
My heart’s spinning.
The words we exchanged,
Awareness starts to change.
Flickering, rusting feelings,
I hold them tight.

The words piled up, my heart, my body, this feeling, all fading away.
If I could stay just like we were back then,
Would that make me happy?

Should we just end it all?
The time that’s been smoldering,
Feels like it’s starting to unravel,
Love distorts and slips away.

A nostalgic song echoes,
In the depths of distant memories.
Hoping with unchanging eyes,
I say goodbye.

When the overflowing tears
Start to flow, it’s definitely not now.
Look at the sky,
From here on out,
We’ll each step into our future,
Let there be light.

Let’s break free from here,
The white room and the spiral stairs.
As I sink and breathe,
All I can do is play.
At least I wish my voice
Could be a vessel to carry me.

(What do you think about?
The changed scenery,
As I’m fading into the sky,
Countless thoughts scatter.)

Do you love me?