Cactus

Today I keep a secret
Is expanding between my back and my chest
Is slowly drowning me
I don't know how to get it out of my mind

If I confess it to you
Would you still stay with me and give me a kiss?
I can't hide it anymore
The desire to cry overwhelms me

I have had suicidal thoughts
Believing there is no other way out
So many of my smiles
Were fake, were fake

The pills they prescribed me
Never seemed to work
Here I am

Alone, I feel so alone
The party is full and bursting
But alone, I'm still alone
Dancing sad

Alone, I feel so alone
The party is full and bursting
But alone, I'm still alone
Dancing sad

I haven't slept for so many nights
But my consolation is seeing you there
In the middle of the garabia
While I, a cactus

Alone, I feel so alone
The party is full and bursting
But alone, I'm still alone
Dancing sad

Alone, I feel so alone
The party is full and bursting
But alone, I'm still alone
Dancing sad
Singing sad
Jumping sad