Vicio Mutuo

We are not love
We're a fucking addiction

We looked at each other knowing
This is wrong
But we still got naked
Like animals without morals

I'm not the only one who uses you
You use me too
Two shitty voids
Clashing out of habit and excuses

I hate myself when you look for me
I hate myself when I say yes
I hate myself more when I feel
I don't know how to live without you

We are mutually addicted
Sex and poison
Two constant mistakes
Pretending he's not so ugly

We are mutually addicted
Guilt and sweat
He fucks me harder
The disgust I feel for who I am

Look at me
Disgusting again

I look at myself in the mirror
And I don't recognize the bastard
Who sells his dignity
For not feeling the heart

Don't tell me: I understand
Don't even talk to me about peace
If I use myself
Like emotional shit

I don't know if I want you anymore
Or do I just want to punish myself?
But every time I come back
I despise myself a little more

We are mutually addicted
Rage and addiction
Two broken bodies
Applauding its destruction

We are mutually addicted
There is no salvation
Only the reflection screaming at me
You are the worst thing that's left

Mutual vice
And I disgust myself
But I'll still come back