Modo Bestia

Don't look at me like that
It's not an act
This is what remained after enduring so much

Breathe
I'm not going to apologize anymore

I grew up with a clenched fist and broken faith
I learned to bite before they screwed me over
Dead promises thrown in the mouth
And love always arrives when it no longer matters

They told me: Be good, and it went badly for me
They told me: Be cool, I survived
Now I carry demons in my lower back
And a rage I never learned to fake

Don't talk to me about calm
If I never slept
I have scars where you have skin

Don't talk to me about karma
I already paid for it
With empty nights and a heart in quarantine

I'm in beast mode
I feel no pity
If I approach, it's to bite, not to love

I'm in beast mode
I'm not going back
If they break me again, there will be nothing left

Beast mode
Beast mode

Other people's beds, names I don't remember
Soulless kisses, sex to lose your mind
They look at me like a king, I feel dead
The mirror smiles, but it's not sincere

I learned to use bodies as anesthesia
To say I love you without believing it
I became strong through tragedies
Now, humanity feels distant to me

Don't talk to me about faith
If I never believed
I saw God turn around when I fell

Don't talk to me about love
If it's temporary
I prefer hate, it doesn't promise anything more

I'm in beast mode
I feel no pity
If I approach, it's to bite, not to love

I'm in beast mode
I'm not going back
If they break me again, there will be nothing left

Beast mode
Beast mode

And I know
That one day this is going to cost me
All the damage I learned to normalize

But today
Let me be an animal
That feeling hurts more than bleeding

I'm not the villain
I am the result

I'm in beast mode
Look at me closely
Don't turn me off, I don't know how to come back

I'm in beast mode
Until the end
If I get lost in myself, don't come looking for me

Beast mode
Beast mode

Don't look at me like that
There is no one left to save