Mentiras Piadosas

I say that I don't care anymore
That your name no longer weighs on my voice
But on the coldest nights
I still hear your song

And if I see you, I won't change my step
But my shadow keeps watching

Because it's not true that I've already forgotten you
I only learned to lie to myself again
I say that the past is behind us
But sometimes I wish I could try again

I walk among empty faces
Looking for something that resembles you
But no glance
It has the fire you lit in me

I close my eyes and swear that I'm already gone
I don't care whose arms you're in
But if you say my name in the dark
I know I would go back without looking back

I don't know if it's pride or fear
I don't know if it's love or just a memory

Because it's not true that I've already forgotten you
I only learned to lie to myself again
And even though I promise I've already let you go
There are nights when I still want you again
I love you again